you know when someone tells you their deep, dark, painful secrets? a part of you (or at least me) feels special that they have trusted me with this stuff that they can't really bare to trust with many other people.

pdoc says the same sort of thing with me - that he feels honoured that i trust him because he knows how guarded i keep my secrets. he knows that my telling him is all a part of healing anyway, but he feels many things towards me for my disclosure also.