Melbadaze,

It's interesting to me reading about your dream and how you and your t interpret aspects of it. I'm also bowled away by the progress you've made, in that you now can identify what it feels like to have that true acceptance for who you are. And you are already thinking about ways that you might be able to pass it along to your family and others in your life. All i can say is Wow!

My t has been showing me kindly acceptance for quite a long time now, yet i am still struggling with trying to let it take root and grow in me -- and to feel worthy of allowing myself to have that good, warm feeling of connection. I feel it at times, but tend to lose it shortly afterward. Also, when i am able to conjure up feelings of acceptance in myself, it's iffy and doesn't feel as good as when it comes from my t. I think deep down i still have alot of issues with not feeling worthy.