Hi,
I'm new here.
I'm really frustrated. My problem is with anger. My anger drives people away and my driving people away makes me more angry. It's a vicious cycle I'm trying to break.
I'm angry about a past I cannot change. Child abuse and post divorce absence from a father who's now dead. I'm angry about a mother who won't let me feel the past's pain because she ends up making me feel guilty about bringing it up and hurting HER. I'm angry about a mother who's worshiping her oldest daughter and that oldest daughter being one of the most uncompassionate and manipulating people I know. I'm angry about being the youngest daugter of five children (4 girls+1 boy). I'm angry because I'm the only one from the family who'll seek therapy/counsling due to a very dysfunctional past. And last-at least for now-I'm angry because I act like a <font color="green"> </font> jack *** due to a very low self esteem. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. <jackass growling.
*SIGH* Okay, I feel better now. Thanks for letting me vent.