Hi my name is Sandy and I was dx-ed as BiPolar2 over 3 years ago. I have come to accept it to a point but still feel there is more involved. I am trying to explain how I feel to me P-Dr and sometimes he seems to hear me and others not so much. I love my P-Dr and know he knows his stuff. It is just sometimes I am so angry and depressed at the same time. then I get to the point that I am so low I do not want to deal with life. Not that I am planning anything I treasure my life too much for that. I have a wonderful husband to be that I want to go old with. Plus I have grand babies as well with this man. His kids have accepted me as their new step mom and even call me mom. So I want to keep on keeping on. I just wanted to finally find a way to say what I need to for my P-Dr. Then maybe I can try to talk to him again this month when I go in for my med check. Thank you for letting me bend your ear in this thread.