Thank you both.

I haven't really talked a lot about my SI (or right now urges) with my T. Or any of my past Ts. The urges haven't been this bad for four years, so it was put on a back burner because it wasn't pressing. Well, I guess it is pressing again. I think this will probably be a topic of discussion this week.

Mike I hope you are able to stop. Hugs.

NF-Thank you for your wisdom as always.