I can't handle school; I can't handle anything. I just want to escape; I don't know what to do. I spend every moment desiring only death - there's nothing left to do to help. I'm a mess: severe major depression, borderline personality disorder, social anxiety disorder, bipolar 2, post traumatic stress and obsessive compulsive symptoms - and nothing's getting better, I just feel more pressured and stuck. There's nowhere to go, no options other than school, and that's too much pressure.
I feel so out of it, there only seems to be one option... and that's not good. I'm so lost!