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Old Mar 10, 2010, 12:33 PM
JakeSim JakeSim is offline
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I'm seeing a school counselor and just talking to family members and friends. I've been trying to go see a therapist but haven't been able to go see one. I'm on a bunch of 3-6 week waiting periods.


So anyway, she told me even after we broke up that she was going to take me to the sophomore banquet and when I got all upset when she said another friend asked she said "don't worry, your still going" and she kept that excuse for 2 or 3 days.

Yesterday she told me how she really felt about it and she said "she's not comfortable taking me because we just broke up and we need time apart". Even though I was still unsure about the relationship I had said that I wanted to try to go back out again by reaction which was also due to her saying before that she doesn't want to go out anytime soon. I felt like I had lost someone really special even though I still sort of feel like seeing other people. Although I really don't feel comfortable with anyone else at the moment and im regretting it a bit. I don't know what to do, I just told her to text/call me when you want to talk and all today I've been avoiding contact but if I do see her I just say things like "hey". She thinks the best thing to do now is to be friends and when she's ready to hang out shell let me know and we will try to build a relationship from there. I honestly moss her a lot and it's hard to just wait around until she wants to go out again, but I really like her and I can't tell still either of this is what I want to do. But I feel so left out without her and this doesn't feel like a habit to me, I just love who she is even though there are things that irritate me.

I tried talking to another girl today and I just couldn't do it and no one is really holding my interest even though I'm not talking to them. I just don't feel right without her around and this is because I grew a really close bond with her. She didn't only become my girlffriend, she became my best friend. I don't know why I want to experience dating with others but I still miss her a ton. Everytime I see her in the halls I get a little scared and relieved at the same time just because I am missing her comfort and I'm not used to not talking with her. It's only been a day. I feel like I need to be back in the relationship with her.

Also, should I be mad at her keeping me going about sophomore banquet?

Any help and advice is appreciated. Thank you!

Any advice on what to do here would be appreciated.