Well I know she is right about not taking me to the banquet. But leading me on about it for 2 days after we broke up wasn't exactly the right thing to do though I would think, right? I mean she said that she didn't want to hurt me at the time because I was getting all upset but is it still right to encourage me that I'm going and then tell me? I'm sure she has her reasons but those little things get to me.

And I do have some things going on at home. My brother may be going to jail for some stuff. Nothing majorly serious but it's still the point. My parents are always complaining about what he's doing. My dad lost his job a while ago and is on a temporary job and they have always been complaining about that. They're always complaining about money. My
moms been saying she wants to sell the house. I never get to see my brother, if I do he comes in always looking out of it. Then on top of all this I am trying to figure my relationship out. I'm just way to stressed at the moment and it's starting to seem like I'm just emotionless right now because I'm just so use o everything at this point and it makes it harder for me to know what to do.