it sounds like to me, that you have a lot of stress in your live. because of well a load of laundry (doesn't sound right but that's the way life is.) First of all it is the right place, what you did cause a bruise, therefore your post belongs here. There are a lot of people that understand how you feel. I'm glad you have a strong support system, that's one thing some of us on here do not have, so there's the positive in your post. Please keep us posted.