I'd hate to think that leaving the forum would block me from returning, but I'll be the first to admit that if I'm in good shape, I may very well not check into the forum for ...well, however long I'm in good shape. It's not that I want to abandon the people I've met here who have been so supportive and loving. It's just that if I'm in a good place, I get busy doing other things. Perhaps a question for clarity: What exactly does "leaving" mean?