Thanks SAWE... thing is, I do ask myself questions and consider myself insightful. I think a lot about why I do things and such. Ohhh but I DON'T think about the solutions for trauma issues and sexual related issues because I don't WANT to. And this is what I'm struggling to try to talk about in therapy. I'm struggling to even think of therapy topics about this. This stuff scares the hell out of me! Do you think that's what she means?

And how, when a part of the problem is BIGTIME avoidance, do you allow your mind to ask those questions and go there? I have this huge mental block!! If that's what she means, ughh WHAT questions? I can't think of even one.