Hey guys, I'm sorry it took me so long to answer!
The B- Lol, I never actually read that..I related to a lot of stuff.. I need a psychotherapist..it wouldn't hurt, lol. Thank you for the link!

whoswho- Awesome quotes!!!! (going to print some of them out to remind myself.. )

Zelev: I always treat everyone else better than myself...hmm, yes, I've also thought about my surroundings in the past. I think I might be better off in a better group where I am accepted for who I am, and not viewed at as other..crud.. :P
Ugh, but what can I do about that?
And lol, I get a little too much practice too! But how long can I hang on to hope? I try to be positive, but I just lose it..it's almost a sickning cycle!

Thanks all!