Yes, yes, yes.
Before I had kids, I used to go running around my medium-sized town at night, so I could look in people's windows and see what "home" might look like. I was homesick...but for something I never had, and could only catch glimpses of through other people's windows.
I think I finally have the home I was looking for now. It took a long time to get here.
I hope you can find some peace tonight. There's nothing wrong with howling at the moon.

