I sit here in the dark, wondering where the light has gone. I look all around and see nothing but darkness. I am scared. I have been here before. I don't like it, but can't find my way out. My T wants me to go back in, I want the help. I don't know how, can't afford it. I am tired of it all. I want to wake up and have it all be gone, a new life without pain. It just is too much right now. I am scared. Someone give me a light...PLEASE!!! I don't like the dark.