I feel the action of banning someone from the reason that they are perhaps-- suffering-- would be like their childhood all over again.

I was here from 2005-2008 and was struggling horribly all that time with much going on in my life... I've always been a quiet member.... meaning, I make very few friends and don't instigate drama... I doubt if anyone knew I'd left(didn't say a word about it) and most dont even remember me

I left because the voices were too much for me to handle-- they were here with a vengence. telling me -- " You're worthless, no one at PC wants to hear from you, people here at PC think you are stupid"... etc.... etc.... I didn't know how to get the voices to stop-- the only way I knew was to leave..... so.... I reluctantly left. I didn't leave to spite anyone, or didn't have anything against anyone here..... I didn't leave for attention.... I left because of my illness. I would never want to hurt anyone because I left.

Please don't ban someone for their illness. what if I have to leave again??... I'm hoping I won't and I'm working REALLY REALLY hard with things, through therapy, marriage counseling and other stuff... but what if I have a relapse?? will I be punished here too -- like I am in the outside world??

Please understand that for some of us-- it's not about you--- we don't want to hurt you..... it's about our fragility...... please don't further want to break an already fragile being..... please.....

I've been through hell and back again in childhood and also as an adult... please understand that there are many reasons people leave and some just need understanding.

fins