Maybe the meds were not the right ones for you. I write - I know on meds I lose a little of the creativity - it's stopped me from taking them many times. I guess it's a trade-off.

I'm so with you about your hubby -mine is the same way. He wants to help (I think) but he doesn't really understand and he was raised in that mindset that mental health issues are just weakness...so pick yourself up, dust yourself off and get on with life. I wish it was that easy.

I hope you find some relief.