Oh I'm pretty aware of all that now. I'm looking for a partner and best friend, not just a boyfriend or Mr. Right now. I know that takes a lot of time to develop. I didn't just fall for this guy overnight, we were friends and I grew to love him. It may not have worked out how I'd like, but I did learn from the experience what love really is and what it takes to develop. Lots of time, lots of patience. I'm in no rush. It's worth the wait.