((((BP)))) Sorry your warm fuzzies got cold pricklies mixed in. You can't possibly put everyone's name in there... you would be researching for days trying to get all the names. Aren't there something like 3000 people on this site? I loved your post and thoughts to tell us how you feel. I just wasn't doing too well when I wrote the other post and my insecurity leaked through. I hate it when that happens!!