so sorry your going through this....it has to be awful to feel the way you are....but when I was younger I got one or two of them and my doctor recommended a thing called black sauve...(? on spelling}...it looks like black tar in a jar like vicks vaporizer.....you put it on and it works by drawing the boil to a head so it can release the pus and stuff....(sorry for being so gross).....ask the pharmist they will know... I have seen it around our pharmacies...take care and wishing you well...