Oh, Ellimay, I cant believe you posted about this. I have always had this feeling. A feeling of wanting a home. Homesick for home, but there is no home. This is such a huge issue for me, too. It has been a running theme throughout my life...looking for home. The title of my memoir.

I have always had these dreams about a house. There are a couple of different ones, that I live in or miss or try to purchase. Or I try to get home to. I can see the houses now if I think hard about it. They arent real places, just places that I have never seen but keep popping up now and then in my dreams. They each have a different kind of coziness to them. Just like you said, its a yearning for a sense of home. A safe place to be me.