I am so touched by your honesty and vulnerability with your T and with us here. I'm inspired at how you are asking your T for what you need--reassurance, contact, comfort--and he is giving it to you without pause.

I am so glad you are feeling some peace. I think you might do well to pause for a while and just enjoy the calm after this storm.

Also know that your expression of pain is helping others here to be more courageous in their healing. I know it's helped me.

Thanks.