(((((Kiya))) This whole thing makes me want to SCREAM. It is so frustrating to deal with contracts and rules that have nothing to do with reality. They are just rules that seem so arbitrary. Like being tramatized all over again.

Well, the reality is, you cant get help this month. No matter what you do or how proactive you are, it looks like even T is throwing up her hands. Why do you think a storm is coming? What is going on? I am worried about you. Can you go from here and reach out in every other way possible? Online here and anyone else you can rely on in your life?

Why do you think you are slipping and could go inpatient? What is happening? It may just help to post a real real lot and you will know that we are all here for you all the time and especially during this horrible month. PM me all day if you need to, I check my PMs more on the weekends, so Im EXPECTING PMs from you! What else can you do? Journal? Do you do that? Is there any way you can call T and have some kind of phone thing until the insurance is straightened out?

Im gonna keep thinking about what you can do now.....