It is so strange to me now... t says call if you need help. I should have pulled out my cell phone, dialed her number, and said HELP!!!! Now i think of it - 5 hours later. *sigh*. Ah well.
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Originally Posted by BlueMoon6
Why do you think a storm is coming? What is going on? I am worried about you. Why do you think you are slipping and could go inpatient? What is happening?
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well that's the thing - now i can't know... because I'm Kiya again and in front and the internals are in the internal landscape and i am disconnected from them atm.
i guess if there is good news, it is that i am FINALLY back on mye correct med dosage THANKS BE GIVEN! and now am getting the equal amounts throughout the day. so that has got to help some.
this was put better into words by another:
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Originally Posted by deli
i'm currently experiencing (again  ) hallucinations, losing concentration, having words i intend to say come out incorrectly etc. i can repeat a phrase in my mind and just try to say those same sounds out loud, but it ends up coming out stupid. the cognitive stuff sucks- i'm also losing time quite badly. there are weird things going on, which are kind of different to the 'usual' depression of just feeling hopeless/sad/etc. |
EXXACTLY!!! I'm in grad school, i just moved out of my abusive home, i'm trying to do better here on my own, but slipping some, falling behind in school work, house work, eating... not sleeping, am in pain... but the mind stuff - it is difficult. hard to explain.
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It may just help to post a real real lot and you will know that we are all here for you all the time and especially during this horrible month. PM me all day if you need to
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that may well be. i will do my best. (((((((((Bluey))))))))))))
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I check my PMs more on the weekends, so Im EXPECTING PMs from you! What else can you do? Journal? Do you do that? Is there any way you can call T and have some kind of phone thing until the insurance is straightened out? I'm gonna keep thinking about what you can do now.....
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oh yeah - it is the weekend for you, eh. i've still got Friday. Oh, i think i have an art class on Sat... for like 6 hours or something. So, don't be alarmed when you don't hear from me, k ?
I am also going to try and push myself to work on my paper tomorrow. T tells me to "put everything (thoughts) on the shelf" so i can focus. I will try. I promise, tho that if i start to sink again, i will get in here and post. I just want to sleep all the time. Oh, speaking of which, I should sleep NOW so maybe I might actually get some rather than see each hour pass. (sound familiar, blue?).
tc of u 2
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