(((Kiya)))) Are you asleep yet? You and I should BOTH get some sleep! I dont know why the heck I am on here so late. But Im glad you posted. We can post back and forth in the middle of the freakin night. LOL!

PM me anytime, my dear friend. All night, all day. Its GREAT you have a 6 hour art class. I would give anything to a 6 hour art class. What do you do in the class for all of those hours? It might, just MIGHT help to really focus on creating.

I know it wont be this way forever for you. It takes some time to get used to being out on your own without having to listen to and care for mommy dearest. I know this is going to sound so weird, but at least this pain is yours and you have to deal with it, make decisons, help yourself or not help yourself without having to answer to anyone. I remember spirling when I lived alone or with a roommate and even though I was in this incredible pain, at least I could come and go and do what *I* wanted with that pain. Does that fit for you? Maybe not. I know it sounds so strange. The pain being MINE made me feel better about it.