Lauru - you received some very good information here. I believe that you will also qaulify for foodstamps and such. Discuss these issues with your counselor and see if they have some answers for you. Please don't give up - there are many here who care about you and what you are going through. Please keep posting and let us know how you're doing. Please. I'm sorry that I don't have any answers for you - I'm so sorry for what you're going through.