Well why is it that people get the impression they think I am or maybe not in so many words tell me I am? I leave myself open to almost all of you ... I try my best to be honest , straight forward , caring ... although my issues sometimes get in the way and I am sorry they do but I am entitled to have bad days too I think.Unless my mind is failing me... I think I do try to apologize when this happens. Theres not a one of you that I wouldnt lay my life down for! Thats how much I care!!!!!!! I guess I am tired of all the guessing games everyone wants me to play. If someone has a problem with me, I want it discussed between the two of us and if needed a trusted friend is fine. I dont like "things" hainging over my head! Recently I was told that I needed a certain kind of therapy... I denied it at first... I didnt want to hear it! BUT!... after I had thought about it ...internalized it more...even discussed it a second time with my T..I am DEALING WITH IT! My reactions to your problems with me may not always be the best... but they dont go unthought of, and if need be undealt with. I Want to be a better person.. But I need some of you to communicate with me ok? I need you to stick it out with me ... I am trying here very hard! Thanks, I guess thats all I got to say for now.
Hugz~
Beth
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