Everyone else has said it, but don't give up. There are options you still have. It doesn't look that way right now. I was in total despair last night, and still have an uphill battle, but I know if I devote enough of my time to the problems I'm facing, I'll at least stand a chance. The future is uncertain, but at least it can go either way. It doesn't have to go as badly as we imagine.

Something will come in and rescue you at the last minute if you do everything you possibly can in the mean time. That's been my experience anyway, and I wish you all the luck in the world as you explore what's out there to help you.