I'm a nothing to my father and I can't handle it! I want to go away and never return. I don't think I'm gonna be alright this time. It seems like everyday, every minute I get more and more depressed. I don't know what's causing me to go downhill so badly right now. Maybe it's the way he reacted to me being around on Labor Day--I don't even think he said one word to me!

My heart is breaking so badly...he's all I can think about. My world is ending!