Angie losing your Mom is hard. I know, I'm struggling too and not dealing with it well at all. Your right though, the only thing that does help is to know she is in a better place and with her mother who she grieved for 30 years. I am reading book about near death experiences and I feel strongly that she is happier now. I'm praying for all of us grieving for our loved ones. Death is really hard to deal with.