Kitten - did not want to make this a new thread since it is really not something I want to get into... but did want to give you an update since you care... But today T did not offer a hug either. I did feel disconnected with T and now even more than ever. I know T cares and hug therapy is not on his website so not sure why it matters. But now I just resigned myself to accepting that it is what it is not. There is now internal stuff about this I will not bring up with him. So not sure how it will impact future therapy. But I can't afford the energy to care either. Just another confirmation of the reality of life for me. Oh well. But wanted to let you know how this story ended.
<-- me running from my problems as usual!!