I met my new T today.

I don't know if he'll be able to continue to see me though cause he's not qualified to work with DID. I saw him for FIVE HOURS straight. It's exactly what I needed though. He asked me several times if I'm still Fox. He met a few of my alts apparently, I don't remember. He said my first switch was like a forced effort like I was spacing out and concentrating hard, I think I remember that. I was trying to not switch but unsuccessfully I guess. I told him about the abuser that is still a threat but hasn't touched me in almost two years. He kept asking if he's still a threat and made sure that I'm safe. He wants to call the cops but I was like "what he did do wasn't all that bad and what he wanted to do never happened and I'm safe now cause I'm not letting myself be alone with him anymore."

He gave me his phone number, I told him I have a phobia of phones but apparently SOMEBODY called him before so if we need him somebody will call again.

His supervisors don't believe in DID so we'll see what happens now. He said it could be just some elaborate game so I was like "do you think that I'm pretending? Cause I feel like I am sometimes." And he said "no, no just trying to figure things out."

So now I'm worried I'll be called a liar but eh, I'll survive right??