My anxiety is so BAD today...I started cleaning up the house and now I am in the situation that I cannot stop....I keep seeing more things to do and I got to get them done....UGH hate it so bad....it will not leave...I am shakey and I took some xanax and my hubby came in for lunch and he seen my hands shaking really bad and asked me if I took my meds and was I in a cleaning mode that I cannot stop and YES it is...I hope someone understands this...because I sure dont...it is like this all the time with me...that is why most of the time I just do not do any cleaning would rather be that way then be this way....UGH GRRRRRRRRRR
hate myself so much....fighting the SI urge too....
thanks for listening to me vent and ramble...