I did the same thing once. My T was going somewhere, and I cancelled the week before. And she called me up. And she asked why, and I didn't know, and then she said that I should come in, and I wasn't going to. And then she said, "Is it because you feel that I have all the power to cancel sessions when I want to, and you want some of that power too?" And that was it, even though I didn't realize it til she said it. So I said yes. And then she said "OK, I'll see you when I get back." And that's what happened.

She is away right now and it really sucks.