((((((((((exotic))))))))))

i'm sorry you're having such a hard time lately. it sounds like you got really triggered by the responses to that one thread you posted and not getting the pm as to why it was deleted. i have to admit i did find even just reading the title a bit triggering. exotic, i really don't think anyone is trying to silence your voice. we care about you very much and you are bringing up an important issue. i think it's just a matter of balancing talking about certain issues with some people getting triggered by those very same issues. maybe we need a subforum where therapy abuse can be discussed freely. that way those who need to discuss those issues will feel free to voice their concerns and others who get triggered by those topics can avoid that subforum.

take a break if you need to but not the other thing we're not supposed to discuss here.