Many times we feel like this too Fox. We also hope that you have found an angel.

Whether we are pretending or not, it's still seen as real to us. The only way we can truly find out if what we do or feel is real or not, is by talking to someone, making notes, and sincerely studying ourselves, even if we are confused and things don't make sense. We all may find healing in different ways. It may sound rude, but just because a group of people doesn't believe in something, it doesn't mean that it doesn't exist.

We see and understand that what you have found and learned from this person, you have received a great help for something you needed. We wouldn't worry about labels that others give us, because we know what
is true in our heart. We think you are a very brave person and should be proud for trying to better yourself, nobody can take that away from you.
We wish you lots of hope and care.