Kimmy~It was the lightbulb moment hon... it finally snapped for me.. . Wrong or not...thats how it feels and alot of it I know is just me feeling , reading , seeing things into what people aay to me , do thru actions and such. But when it happens constantly and almost predictiveably( is that a word? LOL) it makes you wonder why . I really just want to be ok... and be a good person. Thanks for your reply.

Hugz~
Bethy