((((doesntmatter))))

Welcome to PC and thank you for posting. You have not wasted anyones time. What you said had much value for it came from you who also has value. What you feel is just as important as what the next person feels. For no ones pain is measure here but accepted for what it is. There is no judgement only support, encouragement, and lots of hugs.

Many here have felt similar to how you are feeling. Many times I too have felt that what I have to say is not of importance. That I am way too long winded and that no one wants to hear what I have to say. But there are many here that understand and have felt much the way you have. It takes courage to reach out and let yourself be heard.

I hope you will continue to post and share with us your thoughts. You never know when something you might say could be just the thing someone might need at that moment. Or that you might say something that will help someone else who may not know how to say it but needs to. You will soon become one of many of us here all important and all needing to be heard at some point.

I am glad you posted. Know that we are listening and we care how you feel. Sending gentle hugs.

dps