Okay today was a weird day, I was down most of the day. I still haven't come to terms with what has happened. But with each passing day gets a little better. I might have turned a corner. I feel better then I have in the last few months. I think my anger has a lot to do with my depression. The more it builds the more depressed I get. I came to that this evening. Don't get me wrong, controling that one little thing isn't the whole answer. But it has to be a step in the right direction.