It is nuts thinker, and a very messed up process. I guess some people may want to be on disability for fun or something, but I cannot imagine why exactly. Its not like they give you tons of money or anything. But, when you have no other thing to resort to, it is there to help. It seems like if you can produce years of medical evidence of a clear problem that it should be cut and dried. Who knows why they do what they do. I really hope you get accepted. Are you going to try to get a lawyer? I am so scared of that.