Yes I feel it more now than when it happened
1.2.2010.
My hubby keeps wanting to throw his things away.
I don't want to keep them forever like a shrine or anything
but I do want them to go when I am ready and in a
respectful way.
We picked up his car and he had a brand new pair of shoes
on the back seat bought 10.30am that day he died.
It is still a mystery...the best I can say is it was an accident.
I guess when it happened I felt I had to be strong
for myself and everyone around me.

(((((Hugs))))) for everyone there going thru similar...
I miss you Bib