I agree with Sannah's post. Hang in there, and try to be kind to yourself.
It sounds like you're looking for validation, and though I know HERE isn't the place you're looking for it right now, maybe telling us about it might help. I believe emotional abuse is as bad as physical abuse. And I believe it affects every person differently. It sounds like it hurt you a lot.
You don't have to hurt yourself to prove the feelings you have bundled up inside.
*hugs*
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Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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