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I really really love her so so much nobody in my life means more to me <3
Nikita (my sister) came down this weekend from new york city (i live in west london) and i was in a terrible terrible mood and we fell out then she came to hospital with me to get stitches because i self harmed and as the doctor was talking to me there were tears in her eyes but she was trying not to cry and i could see that and it really really upset me because i love her so much .
I feel so guilty for being such a bad sister i was in a terrible mood i was horrible to her and she pretends she does not care but i know she does i love her so much .
I wish i was with her every day she is so far away and i dont know if she misses me as much as i miss her ..
Nikita left early because she had a huge argument with my dad Nikita comes home every mothersday weekend because our mum commited suicide when i was little and she was about 11 but this time she told my dad shes not doing it anymore because she hates my mum and him :/
i miss her so much and i feel so bad i cant stop crying. i dont know what to do ?????
I love you so much Nikita you are the most important person in my life and i miss you everyday <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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