Thanks Bloom,

I do think there needs a forum for those of us who have more triggering issues. But there isn't so that is why I can't really get the support I need here anymore. Because if I triggered so many people by that one post, than my other stuff would certainly be too triggering to post and will get deleted. So what would the point be in me being here? I am very disappointed in that. That is why my issues will be dealt with just myself and my T. She is trained to deal with what I tell her and I don't have sensor what I say no matter how bad it is.
As far as that one post, it seems to me that the title could have been altered or changed as an alternative. So I can still get support for my needs and the title won't trigger anyone and with a trigger warning people can avoid it if they need to. But instead I got no support because my needs disappeared into thin air. That feels very rejecting and I am feeling hurt but yet I am not suppose to talk about it so I feel silenced too. I fee like there is no where for me to go anymore without upsetting so many people. It sucks.