So my T called and she clarified (like FG said) she was just asking if there was physical abuse. She also said that she knew the emotional abuse hurt and that it still hurts. She said that it was okay. I feel much calmer now after talking to her. She was supportive even though I was angry with her. I can only think of two other people in my whole life who were supportive of me when I was angry at them. And I didn't leave either of them angry voice mails. (Though I did leave a meeting I was having with one of them.) And one of them was my T and the other was a supervisor (long story). It somewhat perplexes me that she was still supportive of me when I was so angry with her and left her angry voice mails. But it left me feeling cared for. That she isn't going to kick me out of T.