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Old Mar 13, 2010, 06:36 PM
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Now, you maybe 15 aand that is young to be having sex, times are changing and thats a little scary but to me it sounds like you get scared. You said you force yourself to do it, you are already tense at the point and you are probably tensing up your musles causing it to hurt bad. As you getting mad at them after you do it, well maybe you yourself feels bad you did it and that they did it to you. Take care of yourself. Also if you do continue to have sex (I think you should wait) but you protection! Be safe.

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Originally Posted by LyDiaHate View Post
Hey.
I Have only Had sex about five times..and everytime is has hurt so bad i could cry :S
I Have always been real drunk and the people i Have had sex with were not that nice and i kind of forced myself or pretended i wanted to do it .
One of them Hurt me a lot and i Had to Have stitches But other then that i always bleed and it always hurts.
I also go real mad at them after and i Have no idea why .....i pretend i want to do it and then when it comes to it and after i want to kill them and i cry and go phyco >: ( It is mad :/
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