{huggles rose} yeah he wants to see me at least once a week. But he thinks he'll only be able to come to town every two weeks since funding is limited. He's going to talk to his supervisors to see what strategy we'll use on the DID. He said he didn't think I'd want it to go away so he's not sure what options there are. As far as DID go I want more peace and to gain co-consciousness. He wasn't sure what that meant. Like I said somewhere else already, his supervisors thought I was pulling a prank. To them I sounded like a kid and he compared what he remembered my voice as to the answer machine recording (I don't remember calling him was just like "oh okay I can make this work" when I got the forms in the mail). Right now I want to beat the depression. I'm tired of feeling like hurting myself. I'm tired of wanting to "end it all". I want to feel good and I want to experience happiness. So if he can't help with the DID he can at least help with depression right?