TRIGGER

I miss it soooo bad. It's been 22 days and it feels like I'm dying. Like someone took my heart out and is stomping on it in front of me. I feel like the biggest part of me was taken from me...by no one but myself. I want to feel accomplished so badly. Just 31 days. I can't go on living like this. I can barely hold myself together through school. I need it. It is what I thrive off of...what I live off of. I can't do this. Why won't the pain go away.