it was so hard. i had to call him yesterday due to a memory that i got. i thought i was losing my mind. i really did. i was journaling and BOOM.

i was journaling about something that i knew, and all this other stuff came that had been completely put away for me for eight yrs! it involved a case with a dr who was subsequently jailed, made to regisiter as a sexual preditor and license revoked permanently for anywhere in the u.s. i was one of the first complainants so far as i've been able to find out. i'm going to get a copy of the police report. without it, i would believe i was crazy. it's just too much. too much.

i don't know what to do with this. it's bad what happened and it was taken completely away from me for eight yrs...all but a convo. that was had.

why does this continue to happen to me? i don't understand...even in adult life.

thanks for reading.

kd