My "boyfriend" broke up with me a few weeks ago, but I can't seem to get over it. It still hurts so much, especially since he broke up with me right after we slept together for the first time (he was also my first). His excuse was that he couldn't make me a priority in his life since there were other more important things like his job, his music, friends etc. He also called me a ***** and told me that I had an attitude problem when I got upset about his statements. I have never felt so horrible in my entire life and I can't get over the feeling that it was all my fault, that if I had been different maybe he would have loved me more. This is one in a series of bad relationships that I have had and I am seriously beginning to think that there is something wrong with me, and that I am not enough for someone to love me. There are times when I just start crying for no reason and I feel so empty. I don't know what to do to make this emptiness go away and there is no one I can talk to.
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