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Originally Posted by lonewanderer
After several years of Ts and Psychs of both verities I still don't know what I'd be diagnosed with. Every T has thought differently, or just kept changing meds. I come to the point to where I question my very thought processes. I almost can't trust myself to self-analyse myself. I don't even know if I am telling the truth any more. I feel so disconnected with my emotions that sometimes i don't believe I have any until I snap into some self-destructive thought pattern that justs makes me wish I really didn't have feelings. So now I to the point to where I am taking no meds and seeing no T and i don't think I' d care to again anyway. It never seemed to help in the first place.
I mark the trig as I don't wan to convince someone else to not seek help.
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Are you a reader? I am and so I checked out a book called the DSM IV.. case book and it was very insightful for me... lots of info though and not all of it good...I got my own diagnoses down to three choices and it turned out I was actually right on with one of them (the PTSD) but again... some t's don't believe in giving diagnoses and maybe sometimes that is what is best. Personally for me, I needed/had to know...it helped me to understand myself better...hope this helps